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Post by franticfranz on Fri Jul 29, 2016 7:01 am

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franticfranz wrote:I'm starting to feel the consequences of what I've been doing. Why on earth...?

._.

And here I am asking myself...what the hell did she do!? Think Franny is not the type to dig herself in gopher holes...

It has something to do with me being too kind yet I feel deeply hurt because of it....

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Post by Lerena on Fri Jul 29, 2016 12:18 pm

Why do I keep coming up with unrealistic goals? It's one thing to come up with an unrealistic goal every now and then and another thing entirely to shift between the same unrealistic goals on a regular basis.

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Post by Break String SpinElf on Fri Jul 29, 2016 3:58 pm

I can be a truly despicable human being at times.

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Post by Luu Sky Sapphire on Sat Jul 30, 2016 4:38 pm

There's something about the Solitary Slytherin Duelist...

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Post by Lerena on Sat Jul 30, 2016 4:46 pm

Unfortunately I can't figure out how to get my ideas to work in a written context and my imagination is highly visual. This alone puts a dent in my abilities, because I may not always know how to describe certain details. I am giving up my dream of being a novelist so I can try other mediums through which to tell my story. I have to find a way to compensate for the problems I can't fix using just words.

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Post by Luu Sky Sapphire on Sat Jul 30, 2016 4:51 pm

Lerena wrote:Unfortunately I can't figure out how to get my ideas to work in a written context and my imagination is highly visual. This alone puts a dent in my abilities, because I may not always know how to describe certain details. I am giving up my dream of being a novelist so I can try other mediums through which to tell my story. I have to find a way to compensate for the problems I can't fix using just words.

You can always have someone else write it for you. :) You, like I do with MXP, visually know what story to tell. It's just difficult to describe every piece of activity, detail and dialogue scene without sounding repetitive. You can move around that by reading other literary works (the good ones /orz); giving you an idea of how to execute word delivery/placement.

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Post by Break String SpinElf on Sat Jul 30, 2016 9:07 pm

If in doubt, smile.


That way, people think you're an idiot or crazy and leave you alone. Happy

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Post by Lerena on Tue Aug 02, 2016 6:57 am

I underestimated the capabilities of modern medication. It seems that I was cognitively impaired for some reason and I was in need of medication to bring my cognitive abilities up a bit. Yea, for some reason, I'm not quite sure this fixes my writer's issues, but at least I feel somewhat better.

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Post by Break String SpinElf on Fri Aug 05, 2016 1:51 pm

I need to spend less time posting random rubbish on Twitter. It's making my eyes hurt. mad

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Post by Luu Sky Sapphire on Fri Aug 05, 2016 10:28 pm

Can't believe that ostrich just farted. O_o; Learn something new everyday.

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Post by firesphere306 on Tue Aug 09, 2016 11:06 am

God, has it been that long since I was on here?

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Post by Lerena on Wed Aug 10, 2016 11:19 am

You know how I'm angry a lot? Of course you do. No one can possibly miss it. Well, anger is surprisingly useful if you know how to use it right. It took me like a decade, but I've finally noticed that I get most of my good ideas when I'm either 1.) angry or 2.) dreaming. Anger makes me more creative, because in the moment that I am enraged I stop caring what I'm saying and this can be good for breaking down writer's block. Granted, my anger doesn't usually last long enough to spiral out of my control so I benefit from anger more than most people.

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Post by Luu Sky Sapphire on Thu Aug 11, 2016 10:47 pm

firesphere306 wrote:God, has it been that long since I was on here?

Time flies when you're stuck on random projects, kiddo. Happy

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Did you know Lerena benefits from anger? Kuroch True story, Sis.

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Post by franticfranz on Fri Aug 12, 2016 9:14 am

When there's hardly any motivation left....

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Post by Lerena on Fri Aug 12, 2016 1:10 pm

I can't focus on anything. Granted, I've already done everything I need to do for a while, but I can't concentrate on getting ahead with what's happening. Akira Okuzaki

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Post by Break String SpinElf on Sun Aug 21, 2016 3:46 pm

Model aeroplane enthusiasts have the uncanny knack of making me want to be a model surface-to-air missile enthusiast.

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Post by Luu Sky Sapphire on Wed Aug 24, 2016 9:22 pm

franticfranz wrote:When there's hardly any motivation left....

...reverse time and try rescuing your dead girlfriend yet again. @o@

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Post by Lerena on Wed Aug 24, 2016 10:06 pm

Random Thoughts 1: It would be nice if a professional could find out the root cause of my fatigue so I can safely transition into adulthood without my own species causing my downfall.

I'm just saying, man. I can't be very responsible if I'm constantly tired.

Random Thoughts 2: My dreams are weird. I now have this weird mental image of Queen Beryl teaming up with the Joker even though I can't properly remember if the Joker was actually in my dream in the first place. Anyway, I was Sailor Jupiter. I was somehow captured by the enemy, but I escaped and contacted Sailor Moon about where I was and that an enemy was attacking. A whole bunch of children were being held hostage and the dream ended with Sailor Moon and I fighting Queen Beryl.

Also, one of my other recent dreams had credits at the end of it. In that dream I defeated a bunch of orcs and rescued a group of people captured and enslaved by them in the process. And I rescued a princess, but in the dream I was somehow a male. Akira Okuzaki

Lastly, I've had two dreams where I pissed my brother off so far. Something about his actions seems to have had an effect on me.

Random Thoughts 3: This is ridiculous. I am tired of waking up in the middle of the night unable to breathe.

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Post by firesphere306 on Mon Aug 29, 2016 9:46 am

Hoping it is okay to write down my thoughts and give them to someone. I'm sure it is, but I'm a nervous wreck some times XD

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Post by Lerena on Wed Aug 31, 2016 12:33 am

It's the year 2016 and my first thought to what I just found out through Google was: "my bank didn't notify me of this change." I expected to be sent a letter in the mail. In 2016. I am 24. Dude, I grew up using a computer. Why did I expect a letter in the mail about this instead of checking my email like a normal person?

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Post by firesphere306 on Thu Sep 01, 2016 12:49 pm

Lucy Lawless! I hope you have photo ops at NYCC!!!! I really want to meet you!!

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Post by Lerena on Fri Sep 02, 2016 10:02 pm

I can't tell if this medication is working normally, because it's new to the market and hasn't even been out two years yet. It works exceptionally well on me at a dose that isn't even the maximum dose. The medication I'm on is said to enhance the brain's cognitive abilities. I'm on the medication because my brain wasn't working properly, but this seems like more than just a cognitive enhancement. Then again, I've experienced something similar to this before and that was back in 2010 before a computer virus destroyed the content I wrote. Maybe this is just how my brain works when it's functioning normally. I've never heard of brains working like this though.

Wait a minute. My sweet cravings are gone. o.o

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Post by Luu Sky Sapphire on Tue Sep 06, 2016 9:27 pm

firesphere306 wrote:Hoping it is okay to write down my thoughts and give them to someone. I'm sure it is, but I'm a nervous wreck some times XD

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Post by Lerena on Wed Sep 07, 2016 1:36 am

Random Thoughts 1: What was I thinking when I neglected to inform my psychiatrist of my history with auditory hallucinations? Was I even thinking at all? Probably not considering my brain has only been back to normal for a week at this point.

Random Thoughts 2: I can't take my antidepressant tonight or tomorrow. I can't remember why. It's something related to checking my allergies though. My allergies have given me awful nasal congestion in one nostril and now I have to get that fixed. I have nose spray and everything.

Random Thoughts 3: The anime character I most relate to has changed.

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Post by firesphere306 on Wed Sep 07, 2016 1:26 pm

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firesphere306 wrote:Hoping it is okay to write down my thoughts and give them to someone. I'm sure it is, but I'm a nervous wreck some times XD

OH, MY GOD! YOU'RE IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE, AREN'T YOU!? devious devious devious devious devious devious devious devious devious devious devious devious

Not really XD I just want to give someone my written thoughts because it's something that I need to get out of my system. It's just something that needs to be said but I have troubles with communicating which you know. This way seems like the best bet.

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